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Find me. Love me. Enjoy me.

- AD

Is there anyone out there that would want to design a tattoo for me? I'm thinking of getting one on my feet. It'd be a dancing fairy on my left foot with a trail of stars that leads onto the right foot. I'm thinking it'd be a bluish color.

OR

Something in memory of my dead dog.

OR

Something...I dunno. Something to do with writing. Or Ireland.

Bottom line: I need help. My graduation present is permission to get inked and I'm soooo taking advantage of that. So....any takers? - AD

I refuse to believe that this is the end of everything.
Can't we go back to the old photographs;
When you still smiled and hearts were still in tact?


On a happier note: [link] [link] and I are producing what will be a kick ass album. I'm excited. Tony is writing all the music, we are all writing lyrics, Tony is making the album layout, I am producing our first music video-a cover of Johnny Cash's 'Hurt'. We already have two for sure songs-three if you count 'Hurt'- and one recorded. This has been the high light of my spring break.

And I've started consistently editing 'The Dragon and the Seer'. I am basically rewriting half the plot. I just need to figure out how I'm rewriting it. I think that's all the projects I have going on. Unless you count a couple short stories. Anyway. Later! - AD

I've hit that wall again. It's weird. I don't know. Not really. It shouldn't be. I should be used to this by now. I guess...I don't know. I'm in a weird place that is slowly slipping into a very bad place. I haven't even really been in that place lately. More like just standing on the edge about to fall in but pulling myself back just in time.

I wish I could be open. I mean I guess there's not much going on to be open about. Or maybe I just don't think it's a lot because well everyone is going/has gone through the same thing. I guess I'm afraid of seeming unoriginal.

Duuno. But I wish that I could be more open. Maybe I won't feel as though I'm about to explode all the time and the pressure in my chest would go away. - AD

Standing in Kroger's, I was trying to decide if I wanted white grape juice or purple grape juice. I love the taste of both very much. I drink both whenever I can. Yet, I can't decide which of the two I like more. I had to choose quickly. I choose white. I got home and poured myself a glass. Then I realized that I wanted purple. But white is starting to grow on me.

If I were smart I’d say, ‘Fuck the purple! Fuck the white! I’m going with the Apple juice!’

Choosing which flavor of juice to drink doesn't even come close to being a life changing decision. But when you’re standing at a fork in the road with two options, neither worse or better than the other, but both with the ability to change your life forever, and you don’t know which to choose…what are you supposed to do? – AD